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Beautiful- Eminem

17:37 Aug 28 2009
Times Read: 639






Lately I've been hard to reach

I've been too long on my own

Everyone has a private world

Where they can be alone

Are you calling me, are you trying to get through

Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you



I'm just so fu-ckin' depressed

I just can seem to get out this slump

If I could just get over this hump

But I need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises, took my lumps

Fell down and I got right back up

But I need that spark to get psyched back up

And the right thing for me to pick that mic back up

I don't know how I pry away

And I ended up in this position I'm in

I starting to feel distant again

So I decided just to beat this pain

Up and tried to make an attempt to vent

But I just can't admit

Or come to grips, with the fact that

I may be done with rap

I need a new outlet

I know some shits so hard to swallow

And I just can't sit back and wallow

In my own sorrow

But I know one fact

I'll be one tough act to follow

One tough act to follow

Copy

One tough act to follow

Here today, gone tomorrow

But you have to walk a thousand miles



Chorus

Walk my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

All be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what I'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each other's mind

Just to see what we find

Looking shit through each other's eyes



But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo

They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo

They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you



I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor

Everything is so tense and gloom

I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room

Just as soon as I walk in

It's like all eyes on me

So I try to avoid any eye contact

Cause if I do that then it opens a door to conversation

Like I want that...

I'm not looking for extra attention

I just want to be just like you

Blend in with the rest of the room

Maybe just point me to the closest restroom

I don't need fu-cking man servin'

Tryin to follow me around, and wipe my ass

Laugh at every single joke I crack

And half of them ain't even funny like that

Ahh Marshall, you're so funny man, you should be a comedian, god damn

Unfortunately I am, but I just hide behind the tears of a clown

So why don't you all sit down

Listen to the tale I'm about to tell

Hell, we don't have to trade our shoes

And you don't have to walk no thousand miles



Chorus

Walk my shoes, just to see

What it's like, to be me

All be you, let's trade shoes

Just to see what I'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mine

Go inside each other's mind

Just to see what we find

Looking shit through each other's eyes



But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo

They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful OoOo

They can all get fu-cked. Just stay true to you sOoOoo



Lately I've been hard to reach

I've been too long on my own

Everyone has a private world

Where they can be alone... sOoOoo

Are you calling me, are you trying to get through OoOo

Are you reaching out for me, and I'm reaching out for you sOoOoo Oo Oo



Yea... To my babies. Stay strong. Daddy will be soon

And to the rest of the world, god gave you the shoes

That fit you, so put em on and wear em

And be yourself man, be proud of who you are

Even if it sounds corny,

Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful

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Sense and Sensibility

05:43 Aug 26 2009
Times Read: 647




I loved this.....please take the time to watch and listen comment on how u feel about it please

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vampchica4
vampchica4
07:10 Aug 26 2009

That is something else.

I agree with you- I love it!





 

Be Prepared-The Goat

19:51 Aug 21 2009
Times Read: 656






This was to funny to pass up I loved it!!!!!!!!!!

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Run For A Fall-Epica

23:58 Aug 19 2009
Times Read: 660






Do not use the past as an alibi

For all of your deficiencies always standing by

Face your negligence, do not fool yourself

Shortcomings will soon appear

For weakness shows itself



Blind from your success and all of the excess

Deaf from the praise you had



Don't cry out of self pity

In forcing your way through

For I will not be vulnerable

To slander made by you



In a misty veil, misplaced

Where castles in the air will be no longer seen

As something out of reach

In time the dream will be erased

So many things will never be

The way they seemed

And pride will have it's fall at last



Her eyes fell

While the shame was written on her face

When she realised that her failures

Could never be undone again



You did not notice the manipulated hand

That overshadowed your thoughts all those years

That made you insecure

You did not notice the ancient shifting sand

That pulls you down into an everlasting sham

You will never be able to fight

Never be able to hide

Run for a fall, you'd better run

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Creed-One

04:59 Aug 19 2009
Times Read: 658






Affirmative may be justified

Take from one give to another

The goal is to be unified

Take my hand,be my brother

The payment silenced the masses

Sanctified by oppression

Unity took a backseat

Sliding further into regression



One,oh one

The only way is one

One,oh one

The only way is one



I feel angry I feel helpless

Want to change the world, ya

I feel violent I feel alone

Don't try to change my mind, no



Society blind by color

Why hold down one to raise another

Discrimination now on both sides

Seeds of hate blossom further

The world is heading for mutiny

When all we want is unity

We may rise and fall, but in the end

We'll meet our fate together



One,oh one

The only way is one

One,oh one

The only way is one



I feel angry I feel helpless

Want to change the world, ya

I feel violent I feel alone

Don't try to change my mind,no



I feel angry I feel helpless

Want to change the world, ya

I feel violent I feel alone

Don't try to change my mind,no



(Instrumental)



Ohhhhhhhhh

Oh ya

Ohhhhhhhhh

Oh ya



I feel angry I feel helpless

Want to change the world, ya

I feel violent I feel alone

Don't try to change my mind,no



I feel angry I feel helpless

Want to change the world, ya

I feel violent I feel alone

Don't try to change my mind,no

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Michael Jackson-They Dont Care About Us

04:56 Aug 19 2009
Times Read: 659






Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, aggravation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

Bang bang, shot dead

Everybody's gone mad



All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us



Beat me, hate me

You can never break me

Will me, thrill me

You can never kill me

Jew me, Sue me

Everybody do me

Kick me, Kike me

Don't you black or white me



All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us



Tell me what has become of my life

I have a wife and two children who love me

I am the victim of police brutality, now

I'm tired of bein' the victim of hate

You're rapin' me of my pride

Oh, for God's sake

I look to heaven to fulfill its prophecy...

Set me free



Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

trepidation, speculation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

black man, black mail

Throw your brother in jail



All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us



Tell me what has become of my rights

Am I invisible because you ignore me?

Your proclamation promised me free liberty, now

I'm tired of bein' the victim of shame

They're throwing me in a class with a bad name

I can't believe this is the land from which I came

You know I do really hate to say it

The government don't wanna see

But if Roosevelt was livin'

He wouldn't let this be, no, no



Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, speculation

Everybody litigation

Beat me, bash me

You can never trash me

Hit me, kick me

You can never get me



All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us



Some things in life they just don't wanna see

But if Martin Luther was livin'

He wouldn't let this be



Skin head, dead head

Everybody gone bad

Situation, segregation

Everybody allegation

In the suite, on the news

Everybody dog food

Kick me, Kike me

Don't you wrong or right me



All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us



All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us



All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

All I wanna say is that

They don't really care about us

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Shakira-Where ever Whenever

04:48 Aug 19 2009
Times Read: 660






Lucky you were born that far away so

We could both make fun of distance

Lucky that I love a foreign land for

The lucky fact of your existence



Baby I would climb the Andes solely

To count the freckles on your body

Never could imagine there were only

Ten Million ways to love somebody



Le ro lo le lo le, Le ro lo le lo le

Can't you see

I'm at your feet



Whenever, wherever

We're meant to be together

I'll be there and you'll be near

And that's the deal my dear



Thereover, hereunder

You'll never have to wonder

We can always play by ear

But that's the deal my dear



Lucky that my lips not only mumble

They spill kisses like a fountain

Lucky that my breasts are small and humble

So you don't confuse them with mountains

Lucky I have strong legs like my mother

To run for cover when I need it

And these two eyes that for no other

The day you leave will cry a river



Le ro le le lo le, Le ro le le lo le

At your feet

I'm at your feet



Whenever, wherever

We're meant to be together

I'll be there and you'll be near

And that's the deal my dear



Thereover, hereunder

You'll never have to wonder

We can always play by ear

But that's the deal my dear



Le ro le le lo le, Le ro le le lo le

Think out loud

Say it again



Le ro lo le lo le lo le

Tell me one more time

That you'll live

Lost in my eyes



Whenever, wherever

We're meant to be together

I'll be there and you'll be near

And that's the deal my dear



Thereover, hereunder

You've got me head over heels

There's nothing left to fear

If you really feel the way I feel

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Pussycat Dolls-I Hate This Part Right Here

04:42 Aug 19 2009
Times Read: 661






We're driving slow through the snow on 5th Avenue

And right now radio's all that we can hear

That we ain't talk since we left, it's so over due

It's cold outside but between us



The world slows down

But my heart beats fast right now

I know this is the part

Where the end starts



I can't take it any longer

Thought that we were stronger

All we do is linger

Slipping through our fingers

I don't wanna try now

All that's lefts good-bye

To find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here

I hate this part right here

I just can't take your tears

I hate this part right here



Everyday, seven takes of the same old scene

Seems we're bound by the laws of the same routine

Gotta talk to you now before we go to sleep

But will you sleep once I tell you



The world slows down

But my heart beats fast right now

I know this is the part

Where the end starts



I can't take it any longer

Thought that we were stronger

All we do is linger

Slipping through our fingers

I don't wanna try now

All that's lefts good-bye

To find a way that I can tell you

I hate this part right here

I hate this part right here

I just can't take your tears

I hate this part right here



I know you'll ask me to hold on

And carry on like northing's wrong

But there is no more time for lies

'Cause i see sunset in your eyes



I can't take it any longer

Thought that we were stronger

All we do is linger

Slipping through our fingers

I don't wanna try now

All that's lefts good-bye

To find a way that I can tell you



That I gotta do it,

I gotta do it,

I gotta do it

I hate this part

I gotta do it,

I gotta do it,

I gotta do it



I hate this part right here

And I just can't take these tears

I hate this part right here

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Sent to me by a very sweet guy

04:37 Aug 19 2009
Times Read: 662






[Intro]

Baby,I know your hurting right now but dont worry

I'll be your superman



[Chorus]

I can love you like no one can

I can be your superman

Just take my hand lets fly away

I promise i'll be there everyday

Just close your eyes lets start to fly

I'm gonna love you until i die

Until the day of my death till my very last breath i'm gonna love you

When no ones left



[Verse 1]

Come fly with me baby

Yeah i'm the one with the S on my chest

Forget about your ex

He dont know what love is

He just failed the test

Plus he dont treat you right

He keeps you crying all night

See he's like your kryptonite

I came to give you that strength so you can leave him behind

You can start all over just press rewind

Cuz he dont understand that your one of a kind

So sweet so sexy and just so fine

I'ma fight till my death just to make you mine

I'ma never neglect you

Never have time to stress you

And always respect you

Girl your like a hidden treasure and i promise to love you

From now until forever

Oooh para siempre mija

Te promento te voy a amar

Hasta la muerte



[Chorus]

I can love you like no one can

I can be your superman

Just take my hand lets fly away

I promise i'll be there everyday

Just close your eyes lets start to fly

I'm gonna love you until i die

Until the day of my death till my very last breath i'm gonna love you

When no ones left



[Verse 2]

I'm the type of guy that will stand by your side

To wipe them tears when they fall from your eyes

I'm the one you hold when your nights is cold

The one that stays near to fight away your fears

You aint gotta be scared

See i'll put an end to your ex

No more beating you up or pulling on your hair

See i came to save the day

A man like that shouldnt treat you that way

And i dont understand why'd you take that route

Look at yourself, your beautiful inside and out

You need to drop that zero, uh

Let me swoop you off your feet cuz i can be your super hero

Do you follow my lead?

I guarantee you baby, i'm all that you need

See you can change your plans

All you got to do is call on me and i can be your superman



[Bridge]

Will you be by my side for the rest of my life (For the rest of my life)

Will you love me till i die



[Chorus]

I can love you like no one can (oh yeah, oh yeah)

I can be your superman (superman)

Just take my hand lets fly away

I promise i'll be there everyday (ooh you promise)

Just close your eyes lets start to fly

I'm gonna love you until i die (till i die)

Until the day of my death till my very last breath i'm gonna love you

When no ones left (oh yeah)



[Outro]

No ones left

Till no ones left

Till no ones left

Gonna love you

Gonna love you

My superman

My superman

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Forget Me Not

22:11 Aug 18 2009
Times Read: 666






Forget me not, I ask of you

Wherever your life takes you to

And if we never meet again

Think of me every now and then



We had just one day to recall

Now all I want is something more

Than just a fading memory

Left wondering what could have been.



Isn't it a shame, that when timing's all wrong

You're doing what you never meant to,

There's always something that prevents you.

Well I believe in fate, it had to happen this way

But it always leaves me wondering whether...

In another life we'd be together.

We should feel lucky we can say... we've always got yesterday



And as I leave it all behind

You're still emblazoned in my mind

And for that very special day

Nobody loved me in that way



Forget me not, I ask of you

Wherever your life takes you to

And if we never meet again

Think of me every now and then

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Rembering Mattie Stepanek 1990-2004

06:48 Aug 16 2009
Times Read: 671






Mattie Stepanek Pictures, Images and Photos

Matthew "Mattie" Joseph Thaddeus Stepanek (July 17, 1990 – June 22, 2004) was an American poet and advocate. At the age of 3, Stepanek started to write poetry to cope with the death of his older brother. His first five books are: Heartsongs, Journey Through Heartsongs, Hope Through Heartsongs, Celebrate Through Heartsongs and Loving Through Heartsongs. All five works made the New York Times' Best Seller list. He wrote that a "'Heartsong' is a person's special gift to be shared with others... or a person's 'reason for being.'"

Stepanek had a rare form of muscular dystrophy, dysautonomic mitochondrial myopathy. His sister and two brothers died from the disease, and his mother has the adult form, diagnosed only after her children were born.

Stepanek wanted to be remembered as "a poet, a peacemaker, and a philosopher who played." His mother fulfilled her promise to Mattie and edited one last collection of poetry, entitled Reflections of a Peacemaker, another NY Times bestseller. His final book, a collection of essays and e-mail correspondence with Former President Jimmy Carter also became a NY Times bestseller, and was awarded a Gold Medal in the IPPY Outstanding Book of the Year 'Peacemaker' category in 2007. Children's Peace Pavilion offers a membership program called Peace Champions inspired by his work. In 2008, the We Are Family Foundation hosted the first annual international Three Dot Dash "Just Peace Summit" based on the message Mattie offered in his "Just Peace" book. During this summit, 30 teens from 18 countries gathered to study the inspiration of Mattie's book, and then learn to use tools such as photography and public speaking combined with the power of the media to spread their own messages of hope and peace. Three Dot Dash, the morse code sound for the letter V which is commonly used to express the 'peace sign' is now a year round peace initiative for global teen leaders who are seeking, making, and bringing peace to groups of people around the world by addressing basic needs of human beings.

In 2002, Stepanek became the Muscular Dystrophy Association National Goodwill Ambassador, due to his national high profile because of his poetry and related appearances on The Oprah Winfrey Show, Larry King Live, and Good Morning America.

In 2003, Billy Gilman - singer and friend of Mattie's - released an album called Music Through Heartsongs: Songs Based on the Poems of Mattie J.T. Stepanek. The album reached number 15 on the U.S. Top Country chart and 109 on the US Billboard 200.

Stepanek died at Children's National Medical Center in Washington, D.C., on Tuesday, June 22, 2004. His funeral was held on June 28, 2004, at St. Catherine Laboure Roman Catholic Church in Wheaton, Maryland. Nearly 1,350 people attended, including Oprah Winfreyand country singer Billy Gilman. A eulogy was delivered by former President Jimmy Carter, who said, "We have known kings and queens, and we've known presidents and prime ministers, but the most extraordinary person whom I have ever known in my life is Mattie Stepanek. His life philosophy was 'Remember to play after every storm!' and his motto was: "Think Gently, Speak Gently, Live Gently."

Madison Cross, the daughter of singer-songwriter Christopher Cross, a good friend of Stepanek, wrote and recorded a song dedicated to him entitled "He Was Just Like Me" in 2005

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I Believe Diamond Rio

22:04 Aug 14 2009
Times Read: 672






Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin

I feel you come back again

And its like you havent been gone a moment from my side

Like the tears were never cried

Like the hands of time are holding you and me

And with all my heart Im sure were closer than we ever were

I dont have to hear or see, Ive got all the proof I need

There are more than angels watching over me

I believe, I believe



Chorus

That when you die your life goes on

It doesnt end here when youre gone

Every soul is filled with light

It never ends and if Im right

Our love can even reach across eternity

I believe, I believe



Forever, youre a part of me

Forever, in the heart of me

And Ill hold you even longer if I can

The people who dont see the most

Say that I believe in ghosts

And if that makes me crazy, then I am

cause I believe



There are more than angels watching over me

I believe, I believe

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VNV Nation Illusion

05:05 Aug 13 2009
Times Read: 681






I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel

Hoping what you need is behind every door

Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change

Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all

The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else

Feeling as though you never belong

This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy

I truly understand. Please, don't cry now



Please don't go, I want you to stay

I'm begging you please, please don't leave here

I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel

The world is just illusion trying to change you



Being like you are

Well this is something else, who would comprehend?

But some that do, lay claim that

Divine purpose blesses them

That's not what I believe, it doesn't matter anyway

A part of your soul ties you to the next world

Or maybe to the last, but I'm still not sure

But what I do know is, to us the world is different

As we are to the world but I guess you would know that



Please don't go, I want you to stay

I'm begging you please, please don't leave here

I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel

The world is just illusion trying to change you

Please don't go, I want you to stay

I'm begging you please, oh please don't leave here

I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel

This world is just illusion always trying to change you



Please don't go, I want you to stay

I'm begging you please, please don't leave here

I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel

The world is just illusion trying to change you

Please don't go, I want you to stay

I'm begging you please, oh please don't leave here

I don't want you to change for all the hurt that you feel

This world is just illusion always trying to change you

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SummerNightsDreamer
SummerNightsDreamer
05:32 Aug 13 2009

Good song





crimsonxxtears
crimsonxxtears
05:39 Aug 13 2009

Yeah I know, a friend showed me this song





TruthHurts
TruthHurts
20:46 Aug 13 2009

I see this song touched your heart as much as it has mine. I'm glad I got to share this with you. :)





 

Jay Sean-Down

03:13 Aug 11 2009
Times Read: 682




Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, down,

Even if the sky is falling down,

Down, down

Ooh (ohhh)



(Verse 1)



You oughta know, tonight is the night to let it go,

Put on a show, i wanna see how you lose control,



(Bridge)



So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,

So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape.



(Chorus)



So baby don’t worry, you are my only,

You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,

You’ll be my only, no need to worry,

Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, Down,

Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, Down,

Even if the sky is falling down,



(Verse 2)



Just let it be, come on and bring your body next to me,

I’ll take you away, hey, turn this place into our private getaway,



(Bridge)



So leave it behind ’cause we, have a night to get away,

So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape,



(So why don’t we run away)



(Chorus)



So baby don’t worry, you are my only,

You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,

You’ll be my only, no need to worry,

Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, Down,

Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, Down,

Even if the sky is falling down,



LiL Wayne

(Verse 3)

Even if the sky is falling down like she supposed to be,

She gets down low for me,

Down like her temperature, ’cause to me she zero degree,

She cold, overfreeze,

I got that girl from overseas,

Now she my miss America,

now can i be her soldier please,

I’m fighting for this girl,

On the battlefield of love,

Don’t it look like baby cupid sent his arrows from above,

Don’t you ever leave the side of me,

Indefinitely, not probably,

and honestly im down like the economy,

Yeahhhhhh



(Chorus)



So baby don’t worry, you are my only,

You won’t be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,

You’ll be my only, no need to worry,

Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, Down,

Baby are you down down down down down,

Down, Down,

Even if the sky is falling down

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I love this it was soooooooooooo cute

05:11 Aug 07 2009
Times Read: 689


I love this song this version anyway listen and enjoy



Kinda captivates ur heart


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